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Sun May 18, 2008, 9:07 AM
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I'm sorry I haven't been very active at all lately - I had to delete lots of journals (I commented on a few, I apologise if I missed anything... I did miss one lovely friend's birthday which I feel like dirt for!)

just haven't really felt like it lately. I hate to even say it but lately I feel like my interest in DA is tailing off. It's a horrible thing to say, I really owe this place a lot. But I'm so tired and busy lately, and I don't get this site sometimes... I dunno, I tire of certain things. I've been lurking, and looking, and that's all I've felt up to lately. I'm this close to becoming one of those people who faves-and-runs, and I always said I never would... I think I owe it to my friends to leave them some kind of feedback on their work. But I just can't keep up anymore!

I noticed probably at the beginning of the year that many of my longstanding friends and artists I looked up to seemed to be backing off DA a bit, and I was upset and felt abandoned at first lol. There used to be a little (actually... quite big) band of equine-ish people here, but most of the original gang have found lives lol. Moved on to bigger things. It's just not the same.

I hope this is just a phase for me, anyway... hehe. I wouldn't want to drop off the face completely. And of course I still do have some great friends here, who know who they are and :heart:'s to them... I just feel bad that I can't be here for them like I was at one time!

I guess this is also an advance notification, don't care too much if I go quiet, I'm still here, just not as I used to be. I'm always here for artistic advice etc, if anyone ever feels the need to note me about anything my door is open so to speak! Not to be bigheaded, I do like to help where I can, I just can't always get to everything on my watchlist (or elsewhere...) where I'd probably have something useful to say lol. (would make a change)

I am still arting, but I'm on an oils phase and they are slow going ;) I AM keeping up fairly regularly with my art blog though, check it out if you want to see what I'm working on at any one time... [link] (also if anyone has any hints on oil paints I would love for you to drop in and offer your expertise if you have time)

Horses
(of interest to equine artists!)

I do have a little visual update. I recently went to a local point-to-point meet, armed with camera :D the 30 or so best of the 500+ photos can be found on *moodycam (I haven't finished uploading them yet) with probably more to follow on my flickr. (Any equine artists interested in thoroughbred/hunter shots, both action and headshot, for reference use just let me know in comment or note and I'll link you to my flickr folder which will contain, in time, the whole set of photos... They are in tack but I did get some very nice leadrope shots too, good for muscle structure ref!)

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*sigh* Ah yes, I know how ya feel, 'Mand! :hug: For the past year or so, dA has been such a big part of my life, but now as time goes by and I'm getting older (or the new deviants younger?) I find that I don't put as much effort into commenting/faving like I used to. :hmm: And also, I don't think that the future of this site is very bright - there are more and more trolls and whiny people on here that aren't here for the art, just the lulz; and it's all very tiring. (And that's not even mentioning the amount of art theft lately!)

To be honest, if the majority of my closest friends (including you!) ever left dA, then I would feel inclined to do the same. Friends are what keep me coming back on here on a daily basis, and without them, even the great art couldn't make up for their absence. Sorry for the long comment... I just know what you mean! :giggle: :heart:

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I too have been very busy and i want to get back to doing my equine stuff, and will someday :) I'll be sure to ask when i get back to them

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~teentitans ~avpalternative ~The-OCs-Club ~ObscureWriters *ThePencilClub
i miss the original gang.
i'm a self-proclaimed fave-and-run these days, though, i won't lie...
gah.
lives get in the way!
:hug::heart:

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'Manda, I might have written this journal down to the letter, and I suspect theres others out there too! Its probably the busy springtime ... changes are being made everywhere, new avenues to follow. hopefully people will drop back from time to time even so.
I know what you mean, i love this place for what its done for me, and the great people that make it cozy, but wow life can be hectic sometimes!
so having thoughts about leaving.... well it would free up a lot of time, just drop the whole art thing and start star gazing or something LOL!
But yeah I guess you cant just give up something you love although sometimes it feels like it would be easier :D

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John 15:18-21.
i know what you mean. :) i feel like that most of the day, and then eventually i just dont notice. :)

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Andy: "God, people, stop dying."

Lydia: "Gayer than Xmas on drugs, which is pretty fuckin' gay."
Glad you are ok sweetheart... those pictures are gorgeous :)

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Old Sicilian proverb... a man is like a piece of cheese...
Feeling bitter about dA taking up too much of your time, eh? I'm still a bit new here, but I can understand where you're coming from. Or is it that you feel bitter about those who "Move on to bigger things", as though dA is just an intermediate place where you cook you talents a little more before taking the big step, and you feel as though your stay is getting long? Hmm. It's true that it's always nice to communicate with the decent people around here- I don't think I've been around long enough to really know what the community's like, but it seems like a real cozy place. But still, it's alright to get detached- when life calls, you can't turn it down for the computer. ;) Of course it would insanely cool if you continued amazing us and being around here, but we've gotta respect the fact that lives tend to sprawl. And, to be honest, there's nothing like the non-virtual. :)
I'm not sure how to express what I mean, but, one thing I DON'T mean is that I really want to seee you leave, because, of course I don't! ^^ Oh, by the way, very nice photos you've got there. :) I hope I didn't sound too incoherent. Take care!

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~Ledroit~
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"~The tattooed skeletons are those authors who wish to replace what flesh they lack with artificial colours~"
Oh yeah I forgot about that, the trolls... thankfully I haven't personally encountered any, but there are an increasing number of kids who just want to steal art and photos that clearly don't belong to them, what they get out of it who knows... and I don't know how they think people aren't going to twig, either.

Yeah the friends are a pretty big part of it. It wouldn't be much fun without that kind of interaction. I don't have any 'art buddies' offline, I know no-one who's into art, so it's nice to come here and find like-minded people to obsess about horse art over lol. I just wish I had as much time as I used to for it.

:heart:!

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~ artwork *moodymand // *moodycam photography ~
There's just not enough hours in the day!! lol
more equines are always a good thing in my book!

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~ artwork *moodymand // *moodycam photography ~

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Equine artists: How many of you are 'horse people'?

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